Depending on the Lord

Lately, I have been talking a lot about how the Lord has been teaching me to depend on him lately by providing me with jobs when I need them and giving me just enough to get me to the next job. It’s still quite disconcerting to see my savings go down and down, but somehow, until it’s time, the jobs I interview or apply to go nowhere. I do not particularly like that bit, but by the same token I have a lot of time to pursue the Lord.

Not that I have done that as diligently as I ought, but I have been pursuing him and growing in my faith. Without this time of no full-time work, I am not sure I would be doing what I have been doing and stepping out in faith the way I have. I know I would have used the excuse of my job as a way to justify not having time to do any of the things He is asking of me. So praise the Lord for His knowledge and generosity. Amen.